What I Want In Life

Hi and a very good day.

It is 0231hours 13/12/2020. I can't sleep so I think that I want to write something.

The past 19 years, I'd been struggling to get into 'my dream' course. I worked hard to excel in every exam, every test and every interview but I made a mistake. A small mistake that give a huge impact in my life for now, my 21st years of life. The moment of I realized this thing, I decided to restart my life. Yes guys, we are able to restart our life! It is not that we are denying our past but we accept it and move on. Then, we tell ourselves that we want to be a new version of us. We're still us but we undergo process of improving our life in certain parts. 

What I'm trying to do is I'm gonna change my intention of studying. Before this, I was work hard to get into my dream course but now, you're seeing the updated version of me. I was very struggle in this course because I was too relax as I already manage to save my spot in this course. Now, Hi new-version-of-momlittlegirl! I will work hard but not because to excel in my study but to gain His blessing, Lillahitaala. It looks simple but you have to realize this little word can affect your life thoroughly. I will keep telling myself that I learn Lillahitaala. After three years, I will come back to this post and let you guys now how this magic word change my life.

It is not all about your result, but the journey matter. I want to stay up and study every single day and prepare myself for every concern. I'm still young so my main concern for now is my ibadah, my study, my family, my friendship, my weight and my skin. Please momlittlegirl, you have to work hard to gain His blessings. 

I also want to focus in my ibadah by reading mathsurat and do extra sunnah. I know and I believe to myself that I can do it.

I will update more after this. 

lots of love,

momlittlegirl

Done and Dusted

 Hi and a very good day.

Today is 10 December 2020 and I am done with my foundation exam. Alhamdulillah. I know that this is not the end yet but the beginning of everything. Pray for me for my education journey. Amin.

Lots of love,

momlittlegirl 

Day 1 of Foundation Exam

Hi and a very good day.

Just to update that I’m still alive. Pray for my another two papers. May Allah ease everything. Amin.

lots of love,

momlittlegirl

Skincare Routine

Hi, a very good day. I just want to share my skincare routine.

Morning
Facial cleanser - Cetaphil Gentle Skin Cleanser

Toner - Vitamin E Hydrating Toner (The Body Shop)

Essence - Neogen, Real-Ferment, Micro Essence

Serum - Neogen, Real Vita C Serum

Moisturiser - First Aid Beauty Coconut Water Cream Moisturiser

Sunscreen - Klairs Soft Airy UV Essence SPF 50 PA++++

Night

Facial cleanser - Neogen Dermalogy Real Fresh Green Tea Foam

Toner - Vitamin E Hydrating Toner (The Body Shop)

Essence - Neogen, Real-Ferment, Micro Essence

Chemical exfoliator -  Paula’s Choice Skin Perfecting 2% BHA (Salicylic Acid) Liquid (every other day)

Serum - Neogen, Dermalogy Real Ferment Micro Serum (I don’t put serum if I use exfoliator)

Mosturizer - First Aid Beauty Coconut Water Cream Moisturiser

I Need Your Prayers

 Hi, a very good day.

I’m writing at 0018 6 December 2020. I really need motivation and prayers. If you guys are reading this, please do pray for me. I’m currently struggling to finish my reading for my foundation exam. Thank you.

lots of love,

momlittlegirl

December, A Fresh Start of Me

 Hi, a very good day everyone.

I'm waking up earlier than usual. I want to start my December with a new version of me. The better one compare with yesterday. I hope that all of us can strive hard to be better us every day.

This past few days had been hectic days for me as I'm currently in my study week session. Is that the correct term. Hm. I've been home since May and I'm happy to be able to undergo the study week process in home. It is kind of experience in a lifetime. I know that some might feel that it is really pressure for us. It is true and I'm not going to deny it but to see it from another side, we can realize that actually there are things that we can learn from it.

One of them, we will realize that actually we can learn everywhere, anywhere and at anytime. We should not limit or restrict ourselves in process of improving our knowledge. We should change our mindset that we need to have specific area and specific time  to study but become more flexible person. I know it is going to take some times for us to change but it is a good kickstart for us to start our changing process by having the thought or idea first.

Then, we can learn on how to be independent. I know some of us like me, loves to rely on our friends. I don't say that it is a bad idea but we have to grab this opportunity of being away from our friends, to start study on our own. I know there is advise saying, 'if you want to go fast, work alone, but if you want to go far, work together'. It is good to work together but at least for this restricted time of not able to meet our friends physically, we can learn to push on ourselves to the limit and not too depend on others

I think that I've write too lengthy. I hope that you guys have idea on what I've tried to share. Good day and good luck. Pray for me to get super excellent mark and pass my foundation exam. Thank you.

lots of love,

momlittlegirl

I'm not sure

Hi, a very good day. It was such a long time since I came to visit my blog. Today I'm back here because I'm not sure with myself. There are few thing in my mind but I'm not really sure what it is.

I'd deactivated my Instagram & Twitter's accounts. I really feel that my friends' post hit me. It is not that physically hit me but you know that feeling of irritating and annoying. I can't blame them because it is everyone's right to post/tweet anything that they want. 

To whoever who reads this, I wish that you guys are happy in whatever you're doing. I'm currently in my study week for my foundation exam. Wish me luck. 

 lots of love,

momlittlegirl